did the voodoo magic helped?<title> <style type="text/css"> body {background-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-face-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-highlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-3dlight-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-shadow-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-arrow-color: #000000; scrollbar-track-color: #FFFFFF; scrollbar-darkshadow-color: #000000; font-family: verdana; color: #000000; line-height: 95%; text-align:left; margin: 0px; cursor: crosshair; font-size: 7pt;} .title {font-size: 10pt; font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;} td {font-size: 8pt; border: 0px solid;} a:link {text-decoration: none; color: #444444;} a:visited {text-decoration: none; color: #444444;} a:active {text-decoration: none; color: #000000;} a:hover {text-decoration: hover; color: #000000; cursor:nw-resize;} <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> </style></head><body> <div id=table style="position:absolute; top: 170px; left: 250px;"> <img src="http://home.ripway.com/2004-7/145860/o212si/volcom.jpg"</div> <div id=table style="position:absolute; top: 30px; left: 70; width: 385px; height: 185px; overflow:auto; padding:5px; scrollbar-base-color: #FFFFFF;"> <center>everyone is so full of shit born and raised by hypocrites hearts recycled but nvr saved from the cradle to the grave</center> I DUNCH WANT SCHOOL!! ): sheesh. drums today was alright. at least i didnt feel so funny inside. baby came, had our brunch tgt, and headed to his hse ta mug. gosh, meet-HIS-parents' day. hahas! scary la. but not as scary. :D wenta junction8 after that for dinner with the family. thia wanted ta go ta pacific but no! NO WAY am i gg to go there and make myself miserable. im like PENNILESS now pls! gosh i wanna go shopping shopping shopping! :))))))))))))))im a happy girl! so dunch destroy my happiness la. im jx so relieved that it's over. we were hanging out gg nowhere, digging how the guitar goes, in a song that no one knows. did yoo burn that bridge yourself, or did the voodoo magic help? does everyone have a different take? are yoo jx cool and im jx baked? does everyone get mesmerized by your fire? <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('solongbaby.solong.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('solongbaby.solong.');</script></a> bloody reruns.small, simple, safe price. rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. this is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals. and i am not afraid to die. im not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. i want the pain of payment. wart's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts. much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks. would yoo be my little cut? would yoo be my thousand fucks? and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid. to fill, and spill over, and under my thots. my sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart. love is not like anything. especially a fucking knife. like i fell, yoo can tell. by the way i move into my head. do yoo think that it's me? or it's not me i dunch even care. im alive. i swear im the cleanest I have ever been. i feel pain. i feel. jx look at me. look at me now. (im a fake, im a fake, im a fake, im a fake). jx look at me. look at me now. (im a fake, im a fake, im a fake, im a fake). <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('theworldends.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('theworldends.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>and i feel the warmth in your touch my ego trips i cant get enough that satisfaction lies in your hands <s>girl</s> boy i wrote this song so yoo'll understand.</center> act3 came to our school yest. that shane guy's like so cute.*(: i like! my bytch did something that got us staring in awe (hahs, not really.). she put the plates bacq herself! not surprising? once in a lifetym pls! xD fuck it's gonna rain soon. i hate rainy days, especially wen i wanna go shopping. rainy days are actually obstacles preventing me from shopping. really. tuition soon. -sulks <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('ihaterainydays.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('ihaterainydays.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>so much is happening to me. so much that i cant even see. so many words of wisdom that i am trying to be. catch me if i should fall. and even more so while im standing tall.</center> today was a real DIGUSTING day. yoo know wart? i feel so disgusted. in the morning during morning assembly, mrzul was PREACHING. like hell, yes, he was. science practical was disastrous. im so NOT gonna flunk my os practical exam. gosh I KNOW NOTHING FOR PETE'S SAKE. and i really mean NOTHING. saw something that's been bothering me like shit. oh, one more thing that kept me feeling oh so damn bloody disgusted. heyys yoo. go around and tell everybody. YOO NEVER THOT OF ANYONE ELSE YOO JX SAW YOUR PAIN. jx fuck off. HAHAHA. get a life jerk. i <s>thot</s> ive got it all figured out. IVE GOT IT ALL FIGURED OUT. <center>edited ;</center> omg. im like chatting with volt and girlfriend now and it's damn hilarious! volt: i have porn in my com. becks: really? i want! (i was jx kidding pls!) volt: http://siyuthehottestbabe.com.sg (that's fake la duh.) girlfriend : -CENSORED- gosh girlfriend gave the REAL porn website. now i know wart girlfriend's been doing online the WHOLE day. rahh, that's scary. -.- <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fuckedup.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fuckedup.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>pull the plug. but i'd like to learn your name. when holding on. well i hope yoo do the same. awww sugar. slip into this tragedy yoo've spun this chamber dry.</center> i tink im turning blind soon. since there's something really wrong with my left eye, i practically cant see everything clearly anymore. everyday's like so boring. i swear i could die in this uninteresting world. can anything, and i mean ANYTHING, happen so that i have something to be able to feel about? today's pe was a mini concert for ma bitch and me. the last 2o minutes were spent playing captain's ball thou cause mdm wee told us off for not doing anything. hello? we WERE doing something. we were SINGING. hah. xD finally got down to buying my monthly contacts. and now im so broke.): saw thia and mich at compasspoint. i was like dunch tell mum yoo saw me and she went like dunch tell mum yoo saw me too. HEH. gosh we're like so secretive la. talk like how we used to. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('today.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('today.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>i need yoo now more like yesterday the last day i cld see yoo smile. for the last tym turn out the lights my life on standby</center> i need a break. a long, long one. they say one should dream the impossible; thats why i guess yoo're still appearing in my dreams. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('imdying.literally.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('imdying.literally.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>everyone and everything feels like it slips away way down deep down in my lungs, i can hear yoo as yoo fade</center> im going crazy. why? WHY? yoo know wart? FUCK. screw EVERYTHING. i ought to be studying now ya know. and i want to be me. okay? i want to be me. let mrzul know me more, because that's me. hate sin not the sinner a mold of ugliness thrown into the fire brother bleed brother wart have yoo done, my son with your desire? <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('overandoveragain.imgoingcrazy.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('overandoveragain.imgoingcrazy.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>can yoo hear me? are yoo near me? can we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again when both our cars collide?</center> darn. stupid thia woke me up at 630 in the morning. and here i am. sheesh. my energy's like so drained la, yet i cant slp. caught 'the island' yesterday. it was brilliant! the sound effects and everything. gosh, i wanna watch it again. and maybe.. and maybe we can repeat the whole of yesterday(: i know yoo're reading this,idiot. xD and yes, look for the for yoo i bleed myself thingie.(: 23o7o5. i need ta be ya ladeey. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('duncheverleave.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('duncheverleave.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>"meier may we be this way forever, and tell me lover, wart will become of the others?" bones, skin, nails and flesh on a bed of "lack of passion" a medieval consequence</center> my mum is darn mental. and everytymm she loses out to me(wen we quarrel), she'll go like,"wartever. do things your own way." oh gawd, i would LOVE to. wart a freeak. seriously man. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('becks.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('becks.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>i will avenge my ghost with every breath i take im coming back from the dead and ill take yoo home with me im taking back the life yoo stole</center> today's daddy's 3rd death anniversary. imma missing him now.): anyway, wenta mandai crematorium after school to visit him. looking at his picture, i jx smiled. i was thinking to myself, daddy, did yoo do this to me? (: he seemed to be smiling bacq at me. hahas, gosh im hallucinating. then the scary part came, there was this HUGE bee (the yellow and black one yoo always see in cartoons) came charging towards me. i was screaming and running like mad people thot i saw a ghost la. hahas! the amt of pills im taking counteracts the booze im drinking. <center>edited ;</center> was hanging around with jiejie jx now at the playground. and guess wart? it was raining chocolate icecream! i tink someone threw a tub of icecream down or something. sheesh): it was darn sucky. and STICKY alright! arghs. i hope the person burn in hell. i thot yoo were the one who threw me away? i thot yoo were the one who said it wasnt gg to be okie? i thot yoo were the one? wen i love yoo damn it much, yoo didnt care. how cld yoo? <center>i miss yoo, i miss yoo so far and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard</center> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('imisshim.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('imisshim.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<center>since yoo've been gone i can breathe for the first tymm im so moving on thanks to yoo i can get wart i want since yoo've been gone.</center> today's racial harmony day. there was a skit on the different races' wedding ceremony and it was so fucking funny la! teachers acted in it and guess wart? our discipline master mr zulkifli acted as a chinese wedding groom! omg he was so silly pls! he was jumping around and acting like he's so shy because he wanted to take a peak at his bride. goshgoshgosh. this is darn CLASSIC. volt beside me was screaming and yelling away. and ouch. my ears' hurting already. alright. i realised ive got to start mugging. not that my realisation skills is so slow, but i knew it long ago. it's jx that my brain refuse to work. well, actually it's my body. im jx lazy. sheesh. but guess wart? everything's been great these few days. in fact, everything have been fantastic! yoo're the only one who got me drawing those stupid hearts on my paper. (: <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('thankyoo.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('thankyoo.');</script></a> bloody reruns. yoo're the one that im always gonna love and yoo're the one that im always thinking of it's so wonderful to know, beautiful to know yoo're the one i rmb the first tym that i really looked yoo in your eyes i was thinking to myself there will nvr be nobody else, yea and frm the moment that we touched yoo had me wide open with your love this simple way yoo grabbed my hand im so greatful that yoo are my man, yea and i dunch want yoo to loose yoo ill do anything at all baby boy, yoo know i really do need yoo im always here when yoo call now my whole life has changed since yoo came around boy, it's so great the way yoo make me feel within <s>im so thankful that we're more than friends, yea</s> and when yoo hold me it's so real rmb when yoo told me how you feel staring face to face it's such a blessing ill do wart it takes, yea wart it takes to keep yoo i nvr wanna let yoo go baby boy yoo know i cant be here without yoo i cherish everyday we grow i cant wait to be alone with yoo, close to yoo i jx want to stay with yoo i feel ok, yoo make my life complete im telling yoo, im needing yoo i cant wait to be alone with yoo, close to yoo dinner later with andy. finally i can get outta the hse(: <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('finally.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('finally.');</script></a> bloody reruns.in my heart, i can no longer hold inside. all of the love i used to hide. gosh i cant stop smiling. escaped drums yest and had coffee at starbucks. bliss.(: had lunch with andy after that and omg my mum came to check us out! hahas. how lame can she be? and she went bu yao dai ta chu qu dao na me wan. hehs. oh, rmb the other tymm i said im so not moving on? CORRECTION. im so <s>not</s> moving on. :D i know this sounds bitchy, but heyys look! i dunch give a damn. we're still frens ya know. <center>lots of people want to ride with me in the limo, but what i really want is someone who will take the bus with me when the limo breaks down.</center> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('theonlyremedyiknow.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('theonlyremedyiknow.');</script></a> bloody reruns.my words are weapons in which i murder yoo with pls dunch be scared pls do not turn your head we are the future the 21st century dyslexic glue sniffing cyber sluts with homicidal minds and handguns we are insane, nothing will change we are insane, nothing will change i nvr expected myself to be out almost for the whole week. My plan of hibernation has backfired la.)): well anyway, fantastic4 yesterday. it was awesome! that johnny aka torch guy blew me off la. he's my new boyfriend now.(: took a walk through clarkquay. took photos. acted like retards. and nearly got homeless. i got wild and high. HAH! VERY. can someone jx shoot me, amidst all that's happening around me right now? some things are jx black and white.. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('clarkquay.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('clarkquay.');</script></a> bloody reruns.i count the days that we have spent apart ive got a bad liver and a broken heart there's no salvation in the comfort of yoo and i finally realize yoo're tearing me apart im so pissed. grr.)): that's all. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fggrgtgt');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fggrgtgt');</script></a> bloody reruns.cut my life into pieces this is my last resort suffocation no breathing dunch give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding airport today. how i wish i could jx fly away. hahs. im leaving on a jetplane.. sheesh. i aint no smiling. i aint no happy. actually, im so not handling it well. but who would care anyway? been trying to go out alot so i wont flood my home. HAH. it's kinda hard to explain how i feel. try slashing your flesh, maybe yoo'll understand. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('yooleft.totally.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('yooleft.totally.');</script></a> bloody reruns.maybe yoo said those words with only half your heart. now im crying in my heart. trying hard to curb my feelings, yet im still feeling so grouchy in front of the computer like a spoilt child. grr. i realise lonliness dominates me la. but even thou sometymms i feel so horribly lonely and wants to hide, i always seem to find something to give myself a reason to continue. sigh. life is jx one damned thing after another. pls take me to esplanade again. and we can sit in the cafe all day.(: physics paper today. i can jx see myself kissing my grades goodbye. im so NOT scared la. HAH. truth is, ive nvr got over yoo. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('ivenvrgotoveryoo.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('ivenvrgotoveryoo.');</script></a> bloody reruns.HEY LOOK YOO'RE HURTING ME. CUTTING ME BIT BY BIT ON THE SKIN. i shouldnt have come online. never should have. how i wish my com is screwed again. sheesh.): sunday's drumming was great. jamming to songs like steamy windows by tina turner and the reason by hoobastank was awesome! and i realised i love going to bookshops and i so love the smell of new books. delightful indulgence. yummy! studydate with andy and qingwen. finally we gave up studying and went to bowl. i broke two fingernails! BAH. today's combined sciences p1. im so gonna fail la! grr.)): <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('jamming.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('jamming.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<img src="http://home.ripway.com/2004-7/145860/o212si/BIGcontrast.jpg"> look at the HUGE contrast between mine and jed's feet. gosh. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('mineandjedfeet.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('mineandjedfeet.');</script></a> bloody reruns.confession of depression this life im second-guessing like ashes to ashes i always seem to fall down im tired of running it's tymm to face my demons confession of depression this life im second-guessing it's early in the morning. and im really feeling extremely lethargic. <s>i really gotta get down to serious work la!</s> sheesh. my hp bill exploded. my bank account is waving goodbye to me. NOOO.): i MUST try to survive but i've got to learn to stop spending so much money. oh i needa go shopping shopping shopping. how contradicting.(: <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('saturday.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('saturday.');</script></a> bloody reruns.(( reminisce: here i am. )) ill protect yoo dunch be scared <s>no matter wart i will be there</s> ill be gentle ill be light these are the words yoo whispered in the night here i am here i am now im standing in the cold (everything is said and done) atomic winter in my soul (from the absence of the sun) the only remedy i know is got to let yoo go here i am here i am but where were yoo when i was scared a broken promise left me here a post-it note is wart ive got it says 'im sorry' but i know yoo�re not so here i am yea here i am <s>there will come a day when all of this is in my past and there will come a day when yoo�re out of my head at last</s> im not trying to fall damn it's sucha long way down but here i am <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('hereiam.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('hereiam.');</script></a> bloody reruns.all that we had simply gone with the wind. bring back those simple tymms of yesterday. today's sucha boring day. and imma boring species of thing. had history and emath paper today. emath was a killer. sigh. i ought to be shot in the head. if only i had studied enough. rah. oh boy im so tired. i tink i had too much eyeliner on or something.. if yoo know wart i mean. �sulks. english paper tomorrow. YAY. aint gonna hafta bury my head in books today. hm. i kinda feel guilty. HAH. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('emathandhistorypaper.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('emathandhistorypaper.');</script></a> bloody reruns.and yoo must be laughing at how serious i took your game for. oh boy, im so gonna flop my chem. emath was easy thou. maybe cos it's jx paper1. had chinese os oral jx now. sucky. the invigilator asked me bout wart i will do if my underaged friend has a baby. and i went ill not tell her parents and asked her to abort it. HAHAHA. how cruel can i be? <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('chineseosoral.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('chineseosoral.');</script></a> bloody reruns.it's down to this ive got to make this life make sense can anyone tell what ive done i miss the life i miss the colours of the world can anyone tell where i am im totally bummed out at the moment. my mum's like so bitchy. she was telling her friend on the phone bout how i cried yest because of my gastric. EMBARRASSING. sighs. emath and chem paper tomorrow. wait. WART AM I DOING ONLINE? gotta get down to <s>serious</s> work lar. yoo keep me smiling((((: <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('bored.emathandchempaper.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('bored.emathandchempaper.');</script></a> bloody reruns.yoo say that yoo're sorry and yoo say that it hurts yoo the same is there something here to believe or is it just another part of the game? today was terrible. those cramps.. yuck. those swirling emotions.. yuck. those yearning.. YUCK. im tired. and i cant study. ive got a mc for tomorrow. hm. yoo know wart? i hate icecream. i hate lollipops. i hate balloons. i hate everything. i jx wanna be a kid with skinned knees again. there's nothing i can say that's ever gonna change your mind behind those eyes yoo hide behind those eyes yoo lie <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('ihateverything.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('ihateverything.');</script></a> bloody reruns.<img src="http://home.ripway.com/2004-7/145860/o212si/me.thia.jpg"> scandal act at orchard mrt station! <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('photos.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('photos.');</script></a> bloody reruns.i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut. my weakness is that i care too much. my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open jx to feel my strength has diminished totally and im so worn out already. finally i got down to buying a roxy bikini yesterday. TEEHEE. initial d was fantastic! esp my boyfriend edison. he simply charmed me out. i was practically drooling the whole tymm. hahas. omg. i have no idea how i am supposed to study. i need help lar. my mood is like completely ruined and i cant study at all. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('0ff 4f4f5f8w963');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('0ff 4f4f5f8w963');</script></a> bloody reruns.(( reminisce: incomplete )) empty spaces fill me up with holes distant faces with no place left to go without yoo within me i cant find no rest where im gg is anybody�s guess ive tried to go on like i nvr knew yoo im awake but my world is half asleep i pray for this heart to be unbroken but without you all im going to be is incomplete voices tell me i shld carry on but i am swimming in an ocean all alone baby, my baby it's written on your face yoo still wonder if we made a big mistake i dunch mean to drag it on but i cant seem to let yoo go i dunch wanna make yoo face this world alone i wanna let yoo go (alone) incomplete <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('406048rgaeraaaaaaaaaa');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('406048rgaeraaaaaaaaaa');</script></a> bloody reruns.no scar to show for happiness. i so hate my template pls. and i dread going to school. i find no reason in going to school anymore. in fact, i can find a superb reason for NOT going to school. no i am not telling. i ought to go mug now. shouldnt i? it's kinda crazy baby how i rmb things (like where yoo came from and how yoo had nothin) i went and made yoo fly put extras on ya ride (didnt miss a birthday now yoo cant even rmb mine) yoo made it clear to me (you wasn't dwn for me) (i may be blind baby) but now i see (yoo had things up your sleeve, dunch even lie to me) i even heard it frm ya family how cld yoo let somebody lay where i layed? how cld yoo give him everything that we made? how cld yoo call him all the names that yoo used to call me? how cld yoo how cld yoo jx forget bout me? how cld yoo teach him all the things i taught yoo? how cld yoo put him up to the Ghetto Karmasutra? how cld yoo put me in the bacq and give him the front seat? how cld yoo how cld yoo jx forget bout me? yoo must be out ya mind yoo got alot of nerve (to think that im gone chill after at the shit i heard) i damn near carried yoo i cld've married yoo good thing i found out before i bought that 7karat for ya (i know yoo're sick about) the way i found yoo out (go head and pack it out) i hope he got romance in his house yoo shld have thought of me before yoo hopped in the sheets damn i cant believe that yoo did this to megirl i tried to give yoo everything cant believe the ways yoo repaid me girl yoo had it all but i guess my all wasnt good enough for yoo baby ive accepted it and i aint gone trip <s>girl im movin on</s> sometymms i give up and think that another man's gonna get the one thats in for me <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('juj4150056u7y673sw');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('juj4150056u7y673sw');</script></a> bloody reruns.true love is suicide. my com finally woke up after 46134984323zillion years. it's funny i haven touch my textbooks to study yet. cos pre-prelims like, next week?! i better get down to study, if not i gotta kiss byebye to my targeted results. now holiday's over and i still haven got to watch mr and mrs smith, a lot like love (HELLO ANDY?) and initial d yet. shucks. replies >> Jedd. heyys. is it okies now? <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('dgd 3.65');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('dgd 3.65');</script></a> bloody reruns.why cant i? cos its all in my head i think bout it over and over again and i cant keep picturing yoo with him and it hurts so bad, yeah cos its all in my head i tink bout it over and over again i replay it over and over again and i cant take it yeah i cant shake it Nooo i cant wait to see yoo want to see if yoo still got that look in your eyes that one yoo had for me before we said our goodbyes and its a shame that we got to spend our tym being mad about the same things over and over again about the same things over and over again ohh but i think she�s leaving ooh man she�s leaving i dunch know what else to do (i cant go on not loving yoo) cos its all in my head i think about it over and over again and i cant keep picturing youo with him and it hurts so bad, yeah cos its all in my head i think about it over and over again i replay it over and over again yeah and i cant take it yeah i cant shake it nooo i rmb the day yoo left i rmb the last breath yoo took right in front of me wen yoo said that yoo wld leave i was too damn stubborn to try to stop yoo or say anything but i see clearly now and this choice i made keep playing in my head over and over again playing my head over and over again ohh i think she�s leaving ooh man she�s leaving i dunch know wart else to do (i can�t go on not loving yoo) (now that ive realized that im going down from all this pain yoo�ve put me thru every tym i close my eyes i like it down (i cant go on not loving yoo) over and over again over and over again cos its all in my head <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('grr tr utyu ytiypo';op');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('grr tr utyu ytiypo';op');</script></a> bloody reruns.i whispered your name even wen im asleep. my sister says so. this bitch is so happy cos her mum jx bought her an ipod shuffle. x) and she's over at jiejie's hse to charge and everything cos the bad news is, her com's screwed and the ipod needs a com to work. shucks. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('t y uiollo;p533');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('t y uiollo;p533');</script></a> bloody reruns.it feels v.awkward now cos bestie and my bee-yotch are like right beside me. so it's like, i cant write anything personal? hahas. yea right. i dunch wanna write anything personal now anyway. hmm, chinese os jx ended. YAY. stop all the cheenah nanah. x) career quest. SAW TANHUIPING WEARING SKIRT AND BLOUSE, WITH HIGHHEELS AND A HANDBAG. go check out my bitch's blog if yoo wanna know. hehs. today was a damn boring day. im hogging the com in the library now with bestie and bee-yotch looking so bloody bored. hahas. sorry hor. -_-|| jx found out from bee-yotch that parishilton is engaged to another guy named PARIS. hahas. like huh? >> replies ohm. heyys. althou yoo're like right beside me now... ah, loveya too. hahas.(: sham. heyys((: chinese os jx ended. how is it? yea meet up soon. :D devil. thanks. yoo takecare too. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fdf 2h15ty0h 0yuh');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fdf 2h15ty0h 0yuh');</script></a> bloody reruns.i held high hopes but i got thrown down again im like living in self-denial shit. help, give me some directions pls. am i led into the wrong direction? maybe i shouldnt have wished so much and thot too much. cos i guess it wasnt wart i thot it'll be. im like being lured into this, and i jx cant get out. spare me will ya? spare me. fuck everything okies? FUCK everything. <s>do yoo even love me anymore?</s> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fd1g1rg1 rtg rr rr r');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fd1g1rg1 rtg rr rr r');</script></a> bloody reruns.(( reminisce: we belong together )) i didnt mean it wen i said i didnt love yoo so i shld haf held on tight i nvr shld've let yoo go i didnt know nothing i was stupid i was foolish i was lying to myself i cld not fathom that i wld ever be without your love nvr imagined i'd be sitting here beside myself cos i didnt know yoo cos i didnt know me but i thot i knew everything i nvr felt the feeling that im feeling now now that i dunch hear your voice or have your touch and kiss your lips cos i dunch haf a choice oh, wart i wldn't gif to haf yoo lying by my side right here, cos baby wen yoo left i lost a part of me it's still so hard to believe come bacq baby pls we belong together who else am i gonna lean on wen tyms get rough who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up who's gonna take your place there aint nobody there we belong together i cant sleep at night wen yoo are on my mind bobby womack's on the radio singing to me if yoo think yoo're lonely now wait a minute this is too deep, too deep i gotta change the station so i turn the dial trying to catch a break and then i hear Babyface i only think of yoo and it's breaking my heart im trying to keep it together but im falling apart im feeling all out of my element im throwing things crying trying to figure out where the hell i went wrong the pain reflected in this song aint even half of wart im feeling inside i need yoo need yoo bacq in my life baby got my results bacq. aint gonna talk bout it thou. everything's been really different. the feelings, the people, the words, yoo wont get to see the tears i cry. im like so bored. slacking in JIEJIE'S hse. hehs. i miss everything, and i certainly miss that pig. im torn into pieces. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fffff 0555555');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fffff 0555555');</script></a> bloody reruns.finally commontests are over. i swear i can die during this tymm. gosh,, how am i suppose to survive my os? shucks. jx gettin along with the pain. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('hhhhhhhhhhhh');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('hhhhhhhhhhhh');</script></a> bloody reruns.decided to update at last cos i tink my blog's gonna die soon. hahas. yupp, that's all. i aint gonna write often. everything jx suck. and i am still stupidly waiting. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('g yjhjh.353');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('g yjhjh.353');</script></a> bloody reruns.gone. everything. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('0000000000000');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('0000000000000');</script></a> bloody reruns.it's a thin line between love and hate OHMYFUCKINGGOD. I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOO DID THIS TO HER. AND IM FEELING OH-SO GUILTY RIGHT NOW. I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOO'RE SUCHA DIABOLICAL BITCH. BRUSIED AND BATTERED BY YOUR WORDS IN THERE YOO KNOW TT? YOO'RE JX LIKE HER. YOO'RE JX SOME WHORE I DUNCH UNDERSTAND ANYMORE. AND I WILL NEVER BE LIKE YOO. NEVER. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('JJJJJJJJ00042');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('JJJJJJJJ00042');</script></a> bloody reruns.yoo fulfill my every desire when im with yoo yoo take me higher my bitch mentioned to me that i rarely write about my daily life. well, here i am. (: i was so blur today pls. practically forgot to bring all my books for lessons. and someone said why not i jx skip school for today. hahs. sucks. the guys in my class are so kiddy larr. they were going on and on about power rangers. hahas. pure geo remedial was finger-exercising class. they are like a full pages of essays i tell yoo. my bestie and i decided that it feels like we're running for 2.4. x) wart's amusing was bestie went bonkers and pleaded for me to knock her out. and we were discussing bout some <A TITLE="Click for more information about porn" STYLE="text-decoration: none; border-bottom: medium solid green;" HREF="http://search.targetwords.com/u.search?x=5977|1||||porn|AA1VDw">porn</A> issues and mrs murali went pls dunch visit these websites too often. HAHAHA. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('02222ijj');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('02222ijj');</script></a> bloody reruns.i miss my moo-granddaught larr. im chatting with her now and we're being v.bitchy pls! muahahas. i miss our shopping and falling while we're msging. PLS! WE GOTTA GO OUT SOON IF NOT ILL DIE OKIES. wahahas! yes, i see that yoo love me. i love yoo too okies? hehs. *smooch* <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('fffffff 0553');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('fffffff 0553');</script></a> bloody reruns.(( reminisce - afrodisiac )) wartever yoo want i got it papi dunch hesitate holla at me wart im lookin for is simple yoo see love and support and sexuality when im with yoo, i dunch wanna leave i need yoo jx like the air i breathe but when im not with yoo im missing my peace i got a lot inside i need to release yoo fulfill my every desire when im with yoo yoo take me higher yoo're my afrodisiac yoo're the only one im needin when i go ill come bacq cos there is no way im leavin yoo're my afrodisiac yoo're the only one im needin when i go ill come bacq cos there is no way im leavin there is no way yoo are gettin away i need your love every day medicine cant cure the way that i feel wart i need is my inner fill being without yoo its makin me ill stressin me out i need to chill something this strong gotta be real nothing or noone show my skills yoo fulfill my every desire when im with yoo yoo take me higher i admit that im a prisoner of your sex appeal i cant seem to find a way to escape how i feel i cant wait no longer pls come give a dose to me breathin's gettin stronger need yoo now close to me <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('hgggggg 054');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('hgggggg 054');</script></a> bloody reruns.icons of self-indulgence drumming today was one word - disastrous. i was so blur pls! j8 for pasta. did i mention that the hamsters have been separated cos they've been fighting? well, yea. so i got a new cage for hp. intended to have a haircut but ditched the idea wen i saw the long queue. imma sad girl. -sobs- i miss my moo-granddaught larr! ((: <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('eeeeee0105...');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('eeeeee0105...');</script></a> bloody reruns.went out with someone special today. -winks- we were so sordid larr! hahas! (: bought a roxy short at last. how i wish yoo could stop being all stony-faced): <s>oh lord. pls solve this tenous relationship.</s> waiting for yoo to call. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('ddddddddddd00000000');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('ddddddddddd00000000');</script></a> bloody reruns.im like so damn fcuked up now. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('7100000000000');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('7100000000000');</script></a> bloody reruns.i watched the walls around me crumble but it's not like that will build em up again <s>so here's your last change for redemption so take it while it lasts because it will end</s> and my tears are turning into time ive wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye i cant live without yoo cant breathe without yoo i dream about yoo honestly <s>tell me that its over</s> cos the world is spinning and im still living it wont be right if we're not in it together <s>tell me that it's over</s> <s>and ill be the first to go</s> dunch want to be the last to know <s>dunch want to be the one to chase yoo</s> but at the same tymm yoo're the heart that i call home im always stuck with these emotions and the more i try to feel the less im whole my tears are turning into tymm ive wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye <center><s>ve always thot tt i was strong. well i was wrong. i want yoo bacq, seriously i do. but i dunch know wart to do. why do pple i love leave jx like tt? jx a little msg from me asking for a little love could turn my world upside down. jx wanna let yoo know i cant let go, jx cant find a way. love me bacq will ya? call me selfish, i'd rather be.</center></s> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('gd20452');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('gd20452');</script></a> bloody reruns.test my LIMITS; too darn tired and sad to go to school. plus the vomiting of curry fishhead made my stomach so grrr.. maybe one day ill wake up and this will all jx be a dream. (( reminisce: fall to pieces)) i looked away then i look back at yoo yoo try to say things that yoo cant undo if i had my way i'd never get over yoo today is the day i pray that we make it thru make it thru the fall make it thru it all and i dunch want to fall to pieces i jx wanna sit and stare at yoo i dunch wanna talk about it and i dunch want a conversation i jx wanna cry in front of yoo i dunch wanna talk about it cos im in love with yoo yoo're the only one ill be with till the end when i come undone yoo bring me back again bacq under the stars bacq into your arms and i dunch want to fall to pieces i jx wanna sit and stare at yoo i dunch wanna talk about it and i dunch want a conversation i jx wanna cry in front of yoo i dunch wanna talk about it cos im in love with yoo wanna know who yoo are wanna know where to start i wanna know, wart this means wanna know how yoo feel wanna know wart is real i wanna know everything, everything and i dunch wanna fall to pieces i jx wanna sit and stare at yoo i dunch wanna talk about it and i dunch want a conversation i jx wanna cry in front of yoo i dunch wanna talk about it cos im in love with yoo im in love with yoo cos im in love with yoo im in love with yoo im in love with yoo <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('522000ij');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('522000ij');</script></a> bloody reruns.dunch journey on without me i vomitted curry fishhead. gross. swrd. hell no. i tink there's something wrong with your vision. or is it becos yoo miss me too much? muahahas. de^iL. fine. yoo dunch care bout me at all. rahh. =xinying=. thanks girl(: loveya too. jed. HELLO! ermms.. yoo're here? gosh, why does tt sound terrible to me? muahahas. jx kidding. loveya lots too! MUACKS. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('80156054dddd');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('80156054dddd');</script></a> bloody reruns.hold me high and steal my pain. it's my night. no stress, no fights. im leaving it all behind. no tears, no tymm to cry. jx making the most of my life. jx tonight. HA. I WISH. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('710.458085f');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('710.458085f');</script></a> bloody reruns.THIS CRUEL WORLD WITH BROKEN HEARTS the Lord knows that this world is cruel i aint the Lord, no im jx a fool learning lovin' somebody dunch make them love yoo <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('410044306.0.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('410044306.0.');</script></a> bloody reruns.my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open jx to feel. crunked up in the club. imma strong girl. even with a tear runnin down my cheeks, i always managed to say im fine. god help me pls, im gg insane. <s>i cried, i cried for so long. but I knew yoo once told me to jx stay strong. im jx sarcastic and immature i guess.</s> choir practice. everyone's improving! hope this will last till syf eh? (: mugging with ma bitch and bestie later. night-out anyone? <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('4120744310.');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('4120744310.');</script></a> bloody reruns.tear my heart open sew myself shut i envy my sister. seeing mich being so.. wart's the word? ah, wartever. how can someone feel so loved and so hated at the same tymm? <s>yoo'll nvr know how much i cry for yoo everyday. yes everyday. wen will yoo come bacq, and make me safe in your arms again?</s> i used to tink tt i was strong. until the day it all went wrong. i tink i need a miracle to make it thru. sports day. <s>why do i hafta make occasional peeps at yoo wen in the actual fact, yoo are mine? maybe yoo nvr were.</s> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('78742310');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('78742310');</script></a> bloody reruns.LOVE IS LIKE ALCOHOL. A LITTLE FUN, FOLLOWED BY A LONG, PAINFUL HANGOVER. i miss yoo so much. it feels like we're miles apart. so tell me wart do i hafta do for yoo to come bacq? why do you always talk with that kinda expression on your face and the tone of your voice like yoo dunch care? it feels like yoo dunch love me anymore. <center>i hate the way i feel today but how i know the sun will fade darker days seem to be wart will always live in me but still i run it's hard to walk this path alone hard to know which way to go will i ever save this day will it ever change</center> FOR THE LAST TYMM IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, IM GONNA SAY TT IM NOT TRYING TO GAIN PITY FROM PEOPLE FROM WRITING THESE SHIT. IF YOO DUNCH LIKE IT, DUNCH EVER COME. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('4649842132');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('4649842132');</script></a> bloody reruns.IN THE DARKNESS YOO WILL FIND ; DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS WE ALL HIDE i died officially today. (: nvr knew i cld feel this way. i guess ill nvr be able to concentrate again till that day. <center>lost and broken hopeless and lonely smiling on the outside but hurt beneath my skin my eyes are fading my soul is bleeding i try to make it seem okies but my faith is wearing thin so help me heal these wounds they�ve been open for way too long help me fill this soul even thou this is not your fault that im open and im bleeding all over your brand new rug</center> i lost. i give up. i know in heaven, things will be alright. i jx wish i was in heaven right now, because living without yoo feels like hell tonight. she told me tt i was a waif kid, and she nvr wanted me. i need yoo now more than ever and no matter how much i try to hide my feelings and no matter how much i try to hide my pain and no matter how much i try to fight bacq the tears, my feelings for yoo are too strong to be kept hidden away despite my fears. the minute yoo said those words, yoo took my heart with yoo. <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/spasticanddebility"> </script> <a href="javascript:HaloScan('452354353');" target="_self"><script type="text/javascript">postCount('452354353');</script></a> bloody reruns.MY HEART'S MUCH TOO WEAK TO MAKE IT ON MY OWN. today was a badbad day.badbadbad. i need someone to help me sew them up. <center>i only wanted a magazine i only wanted a movie screen i only wanted the life i�d read about and dream and now my mind is an open book and now my heart is an open wound and now my life is an open soul for all to see</center> WEN YOO START TO CRY OVER THE PAIN OF MISSING HER. YOO'LL FEEL COLD ALL OVER. AND YOO LONG FOR HER WARM TOUCH MORE THAN EVER. de^iL. oh. so that's your sista's girlfriend eh? gosh your sista has got good taste. yumyum. 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